my friend on youtube is having a giveaway for crafters who like papercrafts and resin. Check her out she makes great resin molds and stamps!!
I hate the moment when you finally realize that nothing will ever happen between you and the guy your attempting to impress… One whole year down the tubes :,(
A squirrel on campus just ran by carrying a huge chuck of a rice crispy treat bar… This made my freaking day!!! Nothing can make you smile like a squirrel trying to get away with an item larger than his head!!
I don’t know why I bother trying to get guys to pay attention to me. It is a huge waste of time, they just act all nice in classes to bribe me into help them with work and then ignore me after that. I don’t like seeing the good in people any more cause the end result is always pain went I eventually let someone get close enough to matter. I will be alone for the rest of my life. I better get use to it now. I thought guys in college would be less judgmental and open minded but in four years I have seen no change…. Except in myself, I have slowly becoming more cynical every year and I hate myself for it. I wish I had the courage to post this on Facebook so every guy that I ever thought about or attempted a relationship with could see it.
Today I was suppose to meet his guy I have liked for a long time for coffee, I think the universe was against this meeting. I woke up monday with a cold sore on my lip, on tuesday and Wednesday I got a head cold and finally got over it last night. Despite all of this I still showed and he didn’t even bother to send a text saying he wasn’t going to make it. Honestly I don’t even know why I try, I always give people the benefit of the doubt but I get burnt every time. I hate to be cynical but it is hard to hold a candle to this campus full of people who constantly let you down.